Wednesday, February 23, 2005

Rodriguez misses Veevek

I have been feeling very lonely lately. I look at my messenger list at night and it just isn't the same. Mark and I fight and I feel a hole in my heart as I gaze at my cell phone and wonder what time it is in Australia. I just miss Veevek. He was the person who talked me through my issues and made me feel sane. He is the one who encouraged me to give this Mark thing a shot. And now, silence. I feel awful because I know he is off becoming a doctor and that the world will always be a better place because Veevek is here. I can't help but wonder, however, if this NMUN conference may be the last time I ever get to spend quality time with him again. Will we go our seperate ways? Will he be so busy changing the world that he will no longer have time to be my buddy, relationship counselor and life coach? I am so lonely without him but I know that the greater good of the world depends on his being the nomad he is without worrying about little old me. I know this seems dramatic, but if you know Veevek, you understand.

posted by Rodriguez @ 6:12 AM 4 comments

Thursday, February 17, 2005

I'm Going to Mexico

Well, my dead end job made life better today. It seems I have won a free trip to Mexico. Well, two days in New Orleans and then a three day cruise to Mexico. AND...I get to take a guest. So, do I take Mark. Or, do I take my mother. Today my mom said "he has been around six months and now I am thrown over for him?" Well, what do I say to that? Besides, I won this award through being the highest selling personnel manager in the blah, blah, blah region so shouldn't I be able to chose whom I take? And Mark puts out. Enough said? Should I relax on the beach with my mother or with the man I love? No contest. Besides, when I was 19, she and my brother went to the Bahamas without me.

Ah, well, I just found out that the rules for the trip say I have to take a significant other. Well, that's kind of harsh, but it solves my problem

posted by Rodriguez @ 5:20 PM 0 comments